Thursday, February 07, 2008
i dont know where to start from.
it really does feel as depressing as it can be.
so today, the first day of chinese new year.
i sit in front of this familiar place.
but not 'home'.
not waking up to the chirpping of birds or the firecrackers.
a first chinese new year away from home.
im feeling sad, nothing seem to be able to steer anything away.
my whole mind is like poofs.
i read the papers online about how millions of cars/people are rushing home for chinese new year.
i want to go home for chinese new year too.
i want to spend time with my family too
this festive season makes it all harder for me to swallow.
for me to accept where im at.
i know HE is teaching me something.
and ill learn it down the track.
but for now, i cant help being who i am
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