Tuesday, April 24, 2007
thoughts jus darting through.

how often do i jus sit next to shir.
in front of the tv and im typing away.
it feels all like the winter season again.
im not sad.
but feels the heart burdened.
just like turning the pages of an old photoalbum.
images of a certain part of my life zipped through.

23 years of my life.
i know i have been so blessed.
often i feel i deprived of a childhood.
deprived of quality time spend with my loved ones.
like michie and the other cousins.
i would love to be there to watch them grow.
i feel i have missed out so much of their lives.
i wanna be there for my parents and sibings.
it makes me sad when i think about it.
somehow i feel i have to try to put on a mask constantly.
- silence.

shir says.its probably all the sad chinese songs im listening.


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