Tuesday, February 13, 2007
the siblings are coming for the graduation.
was excited about it in the afternoon
when dajie told me about her confirmed flight!!!
but once they started talking about chinese new year.
i really felt my heart sank.
i feel so far away from my family.
its the festivity i always look forward to.
the chinese new year songs which are played in the shopping malls.
and even at my house.
the massive amount of mandarin oranges that would sit in the old house living room.
i sat on the bed last night.
thinking and recalling every single bit of it.
trying to capture moments..
but it all seem too far away.
i feel deprived.really deprived.
the atmosphere of the little town.
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