Thursday, November 16, 2006
post brisbane blues.

christmas is in the air.
christmas decorations and gifts are piling up at every store and shop
the mob of people walking in and out just to buy things for their someone special
this time of the year, it would something i feel most for.
i now,understand why.
it is not about christmas.well it is kinda.sort of.
but
it is the anticipating of spending time with the family back home.
dajie n jeremy wld fly back from hongkong.
joyce and mingjie, amy and jack and kor would be back from k.l
and meee back from melbourne.
daddy and mummy
with the rest of the extended family..
michie,claudia, claire,jetxy, willliam, verlicia, jasmine and pearlynnn.
and all the aunties and uncles and grandmum.
with parties and more parties.
and lots of presents and gifts underneath the christmas tree
thats how christmas is at HOME!

this year,
the atmosphere feels bit different.it seems far away.
im actually feeling a little lost.
i dunno how this whole december would look like to me.
the whole evolvement of changing of season..
im glad i went to brissy.
i feel home.waking up to the birds chirpping.
seansean crying.
with michie and claudia, ber yi, ah kim, eddy & angel , and uncle.
it feels just like home.
the luxury of having breakfast, lunch and dinnner waiting for you everyday
going out with everyone in the family for suppers,
playing and talking about every one till the wee hours in the morning.
it makes parting hard for me.
i feel really lost.
when claudia,michelle,aunt and angel send me to the gate.
my heart went just .........
but Thank You God, for opportunities like this.

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