Friday, January 27, 2006
late last night.
i felt the plurge of all the emotions coming back
surpressed by feelings and thoughts everywhere.
i have been feeling so fragile that somehow i do not even recognise who i am anymore.
it just felt as if it had taken a toll of me
being drained emotionally.

all these in which that i hold
how i wished i would just pour out into an empty box.
sealed it and wrapped it up with pretty papers.
and put it all aside.
all these might have trigger me in some ways that
i would want to erase
that part of journey in my life...
somehow someway i really do
just take it as by pressing the "delete" button on my computer
all these would just be deleted away.
how i wished it was just as simple like that

i can be as strong in front of everyone but inside me its all crumpled and torn
emotions surges.feelings differ.
the restless nights and nightmares haunts on me still.

praying that it would alll go away sooon.=)
a brand new year, brand new beginnings, brand new start
and as HIS mercies are renewed FRESH every morning =)
holding onto HIS promises..


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