Friday, December 31, 2004
2004 is almost over.......
a 1 minute drive from the guard house to my house...made me screaming in my cousins
evo...i felt the thrill sitting in the car.i wanted more but...better not.
after that night out with my couz.
it made me think more,wonder more. the thoughts just beginning to unravel one by one...
i sit alone,at the edge of the window,thinking,recalling thoughts,memories....
with the chill wind of the monsoon season...
things that i hold so dearly to me,doesnt seem to be that impt anymore.
i rather let it be.then.not to be committed...
my minds so unclear about what it is like for next year......
2 years ago, i never thought i would be sitting here like that...
what is it going to be like then 2 years later.....
where would i be then?where would i be standing in the society of teachers..
the future seems so uncertain at the moment.....
so much,yet dunno who to start with,but friends that have stood beside me all these times, im really thankful and grateful for each and every single one.as 2005 approaches, i hope this journey of friendship would bring us to a deeper understanding of each other...im learning to understand, learning to learn the whole concept of what it is to be friends,to reach out, to bring out the best of us in our journey........
dearest.cally:congrats.
to.my.girls:im missing all...
to.my babes:so.much to catch up.missing u all heaps.
to.YOUS:maybe.thens.loveyou.justtheway.you.are..
likeyous:holding.on
|chunnie.poh| 4:20 PM|